ugh,i hate this feeling,liked seriously

i hate the fact that you are ignoring me now, that you suddenly disappeared,and the fact i kept stucked and working hard with my assignments.seriously,tak suka lah!and seriously i ******* down aite now.i wondered who am i supposed to talk with.nak talk pun tak tahu nak start with what,seriouss.i neeeeeed a BREAK! tak tahu dahh,and i still had so-so feeling with my course,ada ke patut? omg! so everyone please pray for me kayh.ameen.i wondered did i really wasted my 2 years just to like this guy and yet he doesnt even knw about it.:P yo.i should get a life kan?